even if your heart beat faster..

your heart beat faster but you can't do anything and just sitting there looking at somebody. Your songs talk so loud but you can't do anything as your mouth was meant to be silent and there's nothing we can do since it was sealed deep inside here..

Lover's dream~~

He fall for her..everyday..he fall for her..everynight..and he hate to admit it that he can't stop thinking about her..she might not know it but in silent he pray for her. Since it's just a dream for him, saying prayer is just enough for him. Since he only could meet her in his dream. then, let he be always in sleep for he really wish to meet her someday and say something nice in front of her. He who could not confess his feelings wish to have sweet dream every night with her smiling like the stars shining in the night where he sleep with his dream of her..let it be..let it be..let it be..if it's only a dream. let's have sweet dream every night and then..


p/s: saranghae..

I hope~~

Days went by, months went by
But there was no contact from you
Tears fall, my heart aches
No, it’s only for a moment
It’s not, it’s not, it’s not
Only to appease me but
The space you left only gets bigger

Even if I look at you again, you’re you’re my love
Look at it a hundred times, I’m I’m you’re love
You’re my love that heaven made
You only lost your way for a moment
Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because there’s no me without you

After saying you love me
Where exactly did you run off to?
Leaving me
My two hands you held and also our promise
How can you leave, abandoning me?

It’s a dream, it’s a dream, it’s a dream
I trick myself
It’s sad that I’m by myself

Even if I look at you again, you’re you’re my love
Look at it a hundred times, I’m I’m you’re love
You’re my love that heaven made
You only lost your way for a moment
Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because there’s no me without you

I thought that all this was only a nightmare
I hope that I will wake up from this dream

After today passes and I open my eyes tommorow
I hope that this dream is not reality, oh
That all this is a hateful dream, not reality
I hope, I hope for you
I still want you

Even if I look at you again, you’re you’re my love
Look at it a hundred times, I’m I’m you’re love
You’re my love that heaven allowed
You only lost your way for a moment
Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because there’s no you without me

I pray every night
For my misery, not my happiness
That you won’t love any other than me
It can’t be anyone other than you
My heart only asks for you
It will never change
Even if I am born again, I hope for you

Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because There’s no me without you

feeling a bit of hair down~~

sick of crying

tired of trying

yeah..

i'm smiling

but inside i'm dying..

lame words~~

This is a story about a boy named chuck
he still believe in luck
he is so dumb
and then yesterday he wrote a letter to a girl
who he called a friend

oh chuck keep pouring a lame words to his letter
for the girl
but he didn’t know that she never replied it back

poor chuck his friend tricked him for more than seven years
he keep the false letter
and now when he tried to recall the picture of the girl
who used to be his obsession

chorus %

sorry for being dumb before
I could understand that I’m just living in a dream of mine
And sorry for being a fool believing that the letter was from you
And now I felt ashamed I’m being so true

p/s: singing my heart out~~

i am~~

it is simple..

I MISS YOU~~

butterfly left me~~

I have a butterfly but..

that butterfly is getting more far far away..

it found a new butterfly..

a butterfly that can make it happy

leaving me without a butterfly..

i am butterfly but i can't fly fly..

i am losing my one and only butterfly..

the new butterfly it knew 1 week ago,

it left me for it..

a butterfly that it knew 1 year ago..

i am losing my buterfly..

yes..yes..yes..goodbye butterfly..

i'll keep smiling~~

byebye~~butterfly^^

keep quiet^^

she shows no interest~~

better keep quiet little boy..

it's going to be alright~~

better luck next time..

H.O.W

how could i start a move?

how can i say?

how do i do?

what should i say?

where do i start?

when do i start?

H.0.W

give me one more vanilla twilight..^^

pour me with heavy dose of atmosphere

but drenched in vanilla twilight

when violet eyes get brighter

and heavy wings grow lighter

i'll taste the sky and and feel alive again..

relief..

recently i became so emotional and i felt that what i post was really show how i feel but it was not mature..a friend told me not to be too emotional cuz it might affect my life for a long time..as i feel that i shouldn't let those things affect me, i'm starting to think more positive..i delete my recent post as i don't think that it would bring any better to my problem.. thnx cuz you always support me for me being sometime not mature to myself..hey, look forward..i feel relief now..i have myself and all i need to do is focus on things that are more important..stay positive is a good start for me..berusaha!!!

live like a scientist..

i'm not interested in what ever you do anymore..you may do what ever you want cuz im not that caring person anymore..

deii!!..emo2 la pula..wakaka..bah..selamat pagi dunia..syukur Tuhan sebab sia masi hidup lagi ari ni..dapat la sia menjalani kehidupan yang lebih baik dengan berkatnya..bah, ni ari sia p mengurus urusan paduka baginda..kunu la..haha..tia p cec hari ni bab suda juga sia p sunset mass semalm..as for today, i'm gonna live better, do better and less bitter..berusaha semua!!..live your life like a scientist, discover new things..^^peace..

diam la ko!!!

thought of the day: when angry, count ten before you speak; if very angry, a hundred..

today i enter the class with a blast stupid words from that most annoying person in class..don't know what her problem..every words that came out from her mouth is like a poison..very stupid moron..why don't she just use words like " tolong buat kerja kamu baik2 ya" instead of " oi lelaki dayus tidak buat kerja, dayus kamu semua lelaki"..mcm budak2 bah..mulau bah tu bitch!!..yes, we are lazy but please take care of your annoying mouth moron!!..can stand each of her talking..sia tia mau mengumpat tapi mulut dia tu!! teda insurans!!..dammit butul!!..perasan baik!!..shit owh!!..huhuhuhuhu....will take a deep breath..hope today will be a good day..peace..

i like you

i have a crush on you but i don't feel want to let you know or be there next to you..i've waited for you since i write songs about you under the shining stars..will never let you know unless my heart is fully healed..like and love and is not the same rite?..will think about it..being your friend is good enough for now..if only someday i have the chance to tell you how much my feet could dance for the beat of how i feel for you..peace^^

practical..

i feel so stress now..got so many things in my mind..could really need some hand here..you was laughing when im sad..good for you..be practical!!!!