P.E.A.C.E OUT~~

1, 2, 3, and go..

Here I am, would like to write something maybe less than lame again, or more to expressing something I guess..

I'm worried with myself for I am involving in such a messy and tiring work to do. Felt like my brain is banging inside..WELL! it's a task for me to do to keep my vision alive which is doing more 'something' than 'nothing' as much as I can before my time has come because I don't like to see me regreting in the future for not using my youth properly..

This year will sure bring more challenges for me and tell you the truth, I LIKE IT!

but before that, I gotta bleed this pain I have for today..just this morning in my class someone broke MY RULES and messing with my day..hey @#$%&! mind your own bussiness laa.. no need to shout, no need to mumble around like my granny! You think you're cute enough to make people like you..well, guess what..your attitude is worst than your face..(sorry for being so emotional)..writing is better than shouting..

will also not forget this day, the day that I speak infront of Zest Club (our IPG English Club)..
In my class, I speak English not that bad but I don't know why I mess up in front of the members especially when there're TESL students at that time..nerve totally bringing me down but I'm glad because I did speak and it's okay for making mistake..I'm not that shy person when I spoke in front of many audience so what the hell..better go in front and conduct that meeting rather than sitting at the back talking about others mistake..blablabla..

This is definitely sounds like too emotional for me I guess but no blaming anyone laa..
I'm not blaming anyone..If you're feeling sorry because you think you made me hurt or something..mmm..no laa..I don't take it that serious..if I were you guys, I'll laugh also if something funny goes around..I know you guys didn't mean too..hey, it's not a big deal..
but I'm quite disapointed with some of the members, people still talking in front and they already want to left the meeting..for me, it's not a big deal but I hope they will not do that to someone else..peace out!


I know it's lame, but I'm not playing game..

~2011~

wuhuuu..It's been a few months already and I haven't post anything in this..

well, so far life is getting more busy everyday..

my mummy a.k.a "A Friend" told me to update this blog of mine which I'm getting lazy to even look at it.

2011:
- More activity conducted by me for the Christian Student Group
- Serious music thingy
- H.A.P.P.Y
- 4.0 ( Nothing is impossible)
- Lose Weight

mmm...later on I'll write sometihng more meaningful than this laa..haha..

SELAMAT MENJALANKAN TUGAS..

p.e.a.c.e

The like-dislike

I like to listen to music
I like to sing
I like to do songwriting
I like to play guitar
I like to play keyboard
I like to eat a lot
I like to cook
I like to read recipes book
I like to collect pokemon cards
I like to watch anime
I like to play basketball
I like to read story book especially the fairy tale one
I like to wear short pant when outing
I like to join the youth's activities at church
I like to organise
I like photography
I like classic stuff
I like girl who can cook well
I like girl who don't smoke or drink
I like Dusun girl
I like gardening
I like beach
I like travelling
I like rainforest
I like to wear black t-shirt (most of my t-shirt are black)

I dislike play computer games (depends..i'm not Dota's geek)
I dislike wasting food (i'd rather finish it eventhough i'm full)
I dislike girl who smoke or drink (not cool)
I dislike to go to games centre (tintong)
I dislike waking up late
I dislike waiting
I dislike unorganised stuff
I dislike emo person (grow up please)
I dislike a person who addicted too much and easy affected by others (can't you stand alone)
I dislike girl who like to play with their hair (dunno why)
I dislike doing more than one work at a time
I dislike to hang out with a bunch of smokers (can't stand the smoke)
I dislike unmature status posted in facebook
I dislike to sleep a lot (wasting time)
I dislike stay in room playing games/watching movies more often (wasting time, prefer go outside and do some activities)

Pokemon Geek~~

Just after the mass finish at church, I went for my lunch and before I get back to Kent, I stop by at a shop and saw these pokemon trading cards..I love to collect them all as it is one of my hobby since I was a little boy. My friends laugh at me and said that I look like a child buying that cards, but for me it is something that I love to do. I like to collect pokemon trading cards as I really enjoy that anime. call me a pokemon geek and I will answer YES! I love Pokemon. I enjoy collecting the cards as I like to see and learn all about the pokemons characteristic. They are all cute and really interesting. My imaginations are way up high than anyone else could imagine, and getting into the mystical world of Pokemons is one of my way to get insipired in everytthing I do. People do not understand my way but that how it is. I am unique and I believe in what ever I do. There's so much people don't know about me but that is another story.

DREAMING without ACTION is FICTION ..

recently i post, dreaming of new "guitar" and use it to write more new "songs"..

there's a message behind that post and someone noticed it..yes, i do interested on buying a new acoustic guitar, but thats not it..

she said: keep dreaming maybe some day the "guitar" will be yours.. but dreaming without action is fiction...

then i knew that she know what am i saying in my post..

this "guitar" that i want so bad i'm afraid i couldn't afford it at the moment as i'm still a beginner and my skills are so young to have a "guitar" like that..yes, it is a fiction without an action but seeing that "guitar" eventhough you can't afford it yet, motivate you to try achieve "something" and that is priceless..^^

i was wondering that eventhough i want that "guitar" so bad, i can't afford it as i'm not very good in playing guitar, my skills are poor..i am not that confident to buy that guitar as the price to get that guitar is so high, even i also could only dream about it..

then she replied me back..

she said: develop your skills then if you really want that "guitar" nothing is impossible ;) you maybe cant afford it yet but someday you might can.. test it out first maybe the "guitar" looks good but sounds bad...

thanks to you.. your words are also what i am thinking now but if action need guts to do it, then i need that extra something to start acting..

p/s: it was related to "you"..that "guitar"?..it was not a fiction..

hell irritating!!

am i too different from them?! why can't they try to accept my way of thinking in things that we do as a group work, i say like this, they say like that..it's not that we must follow 100% the scheme in doing every step of the works! i know that my idea is totally different and you can't accept it because the way you think are totally practical..can't you just be a little bit more creative and put more non-scheme thingy in our group work?..YES! HELL YES!!..lecturer told us to do it like that, and of course we must do it like that.buttttttt.... what i mean is please do consider an idea or ideas that maybe can be put in our works..why do you think that what you think is always right?!..i hate to work with people who can't consider others idea first..at least listen la..don't say 'ui, jangan ko pandai2 buat jalanmu sendiri, ideamu sendiri..tanya cegu dulu apa yg patut dibuat"..you see??!! you say you don't know how to do it..but i do know a little bit but you don't even give me the chance to prove it..first for you is guidance by lecturer..!!! always like that all of you!..can't think of mayb start doing our ideas and mayb later show it to the lecturer..why do we must be like this, if don't understand, ask??..hey, at least do what we can do first la, at least consider others opinion..you say you don't know but mayb someone else know it in your group! this is a group work! consider my opinion..please la..i hate to work with a thinker like you!!..hell irritating!!..

stay positive

Ari ni ari ahad..tiba saatnya mau p church balik..hurrmm..nothing much to say la this last few days bab sia rasa kusung jak..tp kuat main2..hehe..sedang berusaha mau belajar music lg..keep on doing what i love the most..people can not succeed in only 1 step or two..it may take me a long years to learn music including songwriting, singing, playing instruments and mixing stuff sumthing like that..so, me never stop what i am doing, i'll take it positively to succeed in what i am doing..peace^^..

disapointed..

i am very disapointed with this days issue, why can't we keep stay in peace..people should really learn and think deeply before they act. we have brain rite? so use it wisely..many years christian use the word and only just now this issue been mentioned..why? im sure we all can think why..it's all about to bring us down..before this, we respect others, so please stay the same..don't point finger to someone to be blame..if we really want to use the 1 malaysian title, please be ONE..think before act..and most imporant is, don't get confuse..i am very sad because of this, please stop this nonsense, malaysian stay in PEACE..stop confusion! stop racism! stop nonsense!..peace..

post it without picture...

FUHH!! got much things to do laarr..baru ja siap urus tugas untuk malam raya kent..adehh..pasni menanti pameran literasi bahasa, minggu bahasa melayu, and KONSERT MUZIKAL KENT..arggghhhh..mau gila..mau hntr fail BIG dgn PBS lagi..matai larr...pastu inda lama lagi exam owh..aiya...amcm la ni..huhu..so tired of this but..hmm..buat ja la..ini lah hidup urg blang..lau teda buat pa2 pun burink juga gia..so, berusaha!!